Forgiveness is a necessary part of the healing process. Forgiveness of yourself. If you feel triggered by this post, sit with it. For our triggers are showing us something within ourselves that needs to heal.
What I’d like to share is one of my own forgiveness stories. One where I needed to firstly forgive myself, then also others.
As part of my rapid ascension into holding higher frequencies it involved telling myself some stories. Some were purely to make it easier. Others were from my ego. As a child we are told many things that may or may not be true. ‘You are a good girl’. ‘You are so good at dancing’ etc. So what is it to also tell ourselves about what we want to be? If you do any type of manifesting program they will tell you to firstly believe. So you tell yourself you are already in the place. So for this it was no different.
What happened is a combination of me believing some wild things. So wild that I did believe that I was helping to save this world. No one else could do my particular job. If I hadn’t believed this, I would have stopped doing what I needed to do. Stopped doing what I needed to do to heal myself from so many programs. Programs that many of us are stuck in. E.g. ‘someone else is going to save me’. When we give over our power to someone else, we forget who we are. So the fact that I took my own saving as a mission, was a calling back of my power. Then of course was the saviour complex I needed to heal.
As a child I was helping my parents many times ‘save’ people. The church has a way to indoctrinate you. Programming me to look for people to ‘save’. Whether that was by helping to get them food, or something else they didn’t have. The belief I was deprogramming was ‘helping people who didn’t ask’.
So where does the forgiveness come in?
My hardest thing to cope with was the fact that I had lied to myself. How could I have told myself such a crazy story and also believed it?
Forgiveness now comes. When you can accept that for each positive story (and they were all positive) I was just helping myself get to my highest potential.
